I raged war against myself over you.
Tag: war
Communicate
We are given the gift of a lifetime.
A gift we share with one another.
A gift so delicate
And so dire
That our relationships are formed solely by this desire.
We use it every day.
To communicate.
To extricate.
To listen.
To draw attention
To the matters in our hearts.
But if not used correctly,
Or comprehended openmindedly,
We hinder.
Forfeit surrender.
And become consumed with our own personal offenders.
Our voices, actions, and emotions
Flow willingly from our soul.
Soft spoken.
To express our
Feelings.
Teachings.
Desires.
But our memories and experiences
Turn our sadness
Our anger
Our mourn
Into daggers.
Those daggers into wounds.
And those wounds into scars.
Both self inflicted and coerced.
Our hatred makes us ragged.
Our feelings turn us to stone.
Instead of using our gift of love
We turn around and treat it as a curse.
We yell at those we love.
And smile at the strangers on the street.
Because feelings that really run deep
Were only meant for the one in your sheets.
While we lock ourselves away.
The monsters run free in our brains.
No fairytale ending.
Or lovedrunk nights.
Just hatefulness.
Greed.
And a lifetime of spite.
People live in boxes.
Not just on the streets.
But in the mind of society.
Because it’s too difficult to teach.
Love is lost.
Hearts are broken.
This world of equality
Is equally unspoken.
Selfishness has ruled
And laws are for the lower classes.
Because anyone with money
Will buy themselves clean advances.
People question repeatedly:
‘What is wrong with our world today?’
But the answer is simple.
Our gift purposed for good
Is too often used for evil.
Strength
When I speak on behalf of my heart, I speak with intensity.
You will never hear me stutter when the words “I love you” slip from my tongue
And your name will always stay safe in my mouth.
My heart is a battlefield where many wars have been won.
However, many lives were lost, all in which belonged to me.
But with death came prosperity and within that prosperity, strength.
When I speak on behalf of my heart, I speak with intensity.
You will never hear me say I am incapable
Because just when I feel like dying, a stronger me arises instead.